Lets get tumblin..

so okay peeps..
im no longer post my latest blog here on blogspot...
imma be on tumblr..

follow me if ya wanna...
=)

http://yourbloodyzombiekitty.tumblr.com/

xoxo
faris V

Major Annoyance

last day in sdkan.. hopefully la.. i really wanna go back..
even tyger cant stand the heat n the crowdedness.. *nt saying its a bad thng.. guess all of us are claustrophobic..
speaking of which..
are happen to be my major annoyance.. *eek.. i couldnt even breath
i am now stuck with ths corset thingy.. due to spine and rib cage recovery.. which is a good thing..
somehow..i feel like old peeps.. and i smell like one too.. wth ~
i need a SHOWER ! *HURRY UP MAR ! ugh *shouts

Claustrophobia. Monophobia.. bla bla bia.. i had em since i was a kid.. weird..
i have to admit it, there's tons of things i HATE(afraid) ..
even to myself..
selfphobic eyh...
Farisphobic much? dofl..

nyways.. ths was a pending post..
i fell asleep last night ~ lol. sowieeeeee
TIRED. so.. GTG nw..
Better get ready for the next tiring road trip...

Faris V
xoxo

Silent is golden .. well..

uhmm.. at least for now..
aint tryna hide anything from anyone actually.. *i lied
just wanted some space..to clear up my mind..  *excuse i just made up..
*sigh* confused-disturbing-mind of mine.. *ya dnt wanna knw..trust me. ugh

just got off the phone with ed.. ive cried..
just realized that talking my heart out is definitely not a good idea..
i should've kept it to myself.. shut myself up... just like i used to..
since i was a kid..
i pulled myself out.. hid my face.. avoid others..and..
my trust for others is almost non-existence ..
nada... NONE.. at all.. well.. i've tried.. when i do.. im on my naive mode..
and things always get ugly.. they always does...

not saying that ive regret telling him everything..
i love him.. n i knw that he loves me too..
its just that.. its a new thing for me..
compare to my exes *wooopssss ..sorry boys. n girls..yikes *
he listen ! he do care!
but, am feeling the guilt..
it seems like im turning him into my lil-cute-punching bag.. *whoa.. brutal ! hah ! *
guess he needs a new pair of ears.. =p
he's my "greatest one".. and hopefully... my "only".
okay, Faris, enough with the bragging.. i dnt wanna get all cheezy or whatsoever..

anyhoo..
things have changed in just exact 14 days..
hopefully, ive made my "final" decision n stick with it. for good..
im gunna miss everything that i gunna leave pretty soon..
i aint gunna tell whats this all about.. you'll knw it sooner or later..
well... if u do now.. dnt waste ur time asking, or even talk about it..
cause i aint gunna listen.. just wait till im ready for it..


xoxo
Faris V.

Cuts 'n Kisses ♥

♥ I am now... happily inlove with Edwin Hong Chuan Loong.. been together for a year++ since last april fool (lol) 

♥ started off being friends.. best friends... and uhm...ya'knw.. haha

"unofficially" engaged on Jan 1st 2010.. well, i havent met his parents yet.. i want to though.. =p

Stats: married on facebook !

nyways.. here's our situation now...

we've been apart since last year may... so we spent our time tgether on the phone like almost 24/7.. Sucks i knw... and YES, we FIGHT.... ALOTTT !!! (sorry baby)  nah.. we're okay nw..

am just missing him soo much...

Frigg, his friends , i mean.. so-called-fucking-friends doesnt like me... i knw i shouldnt even give a fuck bout them... but actually, they used to be my friends.. if they hates me cause of my past.. what i did before (sorry) then ftw !! i've no choice than just ask edwin to decide... me or "them"?? i knw... meanie me... but i have to.. cause i cnt stand all of the msgs and comments on facebook they've post whenever edwin and i had a fight ~ i just dnt understand.. they've fought with their significant others as well... why dnt just at least try to understand our situation.. or maybe at least get the fuck outta our fucking business and leave us alone... or maybe they are just plain-airheaded-narrow-minded-bitch ~~

edwin, i heart u soo much.. ♥

edwin's "friends" , i fucking loathe u guys soo much ! thanks for the fucking "concern" nyways.. we dnt need em.. bye now !

xoxo

Faris V aka.. edwin's kuchii

DINOSAUR ! you're creeping me out ~

once upon a time, there was a pervert who cant stop bugging me (on facebook).. offering himself to be my fucking sugar daddy..i really thought he was a nice person..until he sent me dirty msgs and kept on pushing me to "accept" him whatsoever.. (STFU.. YOU'RE CREEPING THE SHIT OUTTA ME WHEN YOU TALK BOUT "THAT" TO ME!!) so, i had em remove from my friendlist... BUT! he kept on sending me requests.. so, im doin him a favor (konon nya la..) by ignoring him.. =]

 

well, here was the convo.. for today..

Faris Valentine April 12 at 1:53pm

u again?

Satwant Singh Dhaliwal April 12 at 1:58pm Report

Just trying to be nice, so can u stop fighting

Faris Valentine April 12 at 2:00pm

ew... i dnt want any fvckin perverts in my friendlist...

just.. shoo.. go back to d museum.. u're wayy to old for me..

bye..

=]

Satwant Singh Dhaliwal April 12 at 2:01pm Report

Well hear u got yr dad to fuck u

Faris Valentine April 12 at 2:07pm

fuck off bitch.. ! go fuck ur mom.. i dnt even wnt cha.. which part of "I DON'T NEED YOU TO BE MY SUGAR DADDY, I DONT EVEN NEED ANY !" dont cha understand?

eeeew.. shooooo shooo.... im asking u to go away.. "politely" , sooo.. bye now.. =]

GET A GF, or better yet.. GET A FUCKING LIFE !

lol .

like srsly..

i've my own fucking kaching okay!

ugh...

have a nice fucking day,

xoxo

Faris V

*pissed off*

sooo nottt a virgin...

lol.. so okay.. this isnt my first time blogging here.. ive tons of blogspot acc.. which i forgot the passwords and shits.. hahaha *dush

5 minutes to 6 am,
so here i am.. at the living room.. jonna's already sleeping.. and im still wide awake.. thinking of what i should do for today... trying to accept the fact that i have to go back to nilai this evening.. *sigh.. i dnt wanna go back.. sheez.. i sounded like a spoil brat !! srsly... i went to The Mines yesterday.. and EVERYTHING is on SALE !! i was all uhh ahh gugu gaga .. drooling all over... nyeh.. okay.. enough *slaps face

i better get myself to sleep.. have to recharge my energy for tmrw.. so i can go to the malls again for window shopping.. =p


anyhoo...
check out this hawt stuff...
http://hotmessareus.blogspot.com/

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xoxo
Faris V